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START -->Dan Jabbar's Profile ![]() Create Your Badge Well I know what I've been told U gotta know just when to fold, But I can’t do this all on my own No I know, I’m no superman I’m no superman PROFILE Not simple but neither am I the wiser. I'm a hugger, everyone knows I am. Just 'that other foreigner' in Europe trying to find his way somehow, picking up a few things along the way. I love my peeps, I really do, I've been there for them, they've been there for me. I live by simple 'Eye for an Eye' rules. I'll do unto thou what thouest doeth unto me. A futile attempt at Shakespeare but worth a try. Blogging is a past time like any other, I'm an avid gamer but I try to balance it out with a fairly active social life. TWITTER Music
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Sunday, October 18, 2009
Rawr! *looks around* Shi- muh baaad! Sheesh its been a while since the day I figured I'm gonna let this blog crumble to dust and fade into the wondrous oblivion of wasted and oh so unneeded bytes that is teh interwebz. Just a major case of the CBA's I'd figure. Then again, come to think about it, its more of a realization that perhaps this blog consists of mostly rants and cheap shots directed at Le Grand Kahuna when things in life try to shove a giant watermelon in your ass. Its not like the watermelon is a big enough fruit as it is... Its kinda funny (in the comical J.D lets-drift-off-into-dreamland kind) how the simplest of things could bring back memories, be it good or bad, and causing a chain of remembrance which is now called 'reminiscing'. The word has a nice ring don't it? Reminiscing... That's pretty much what a huge chunk of this blog contains; reminiscent-worthy memories that I just wanted to relive or perhaps wanted for it to continue. But now I seem to have a more Buzz Lightyear-like approach to things, know that classic quote: "To infinity(!), and beyond!". This wisdom was actually instilled by an amazing person which I will touch(hehe out of context, geddit) on in a sec. Since the feckers that read this blog usually ain't online (time zone difference), lets have a minor recap on the summer that just passed. Yes, I am indeed going into details here so if you're just gonna go TL;DR hit Alt+f4 nowww. It all started with the advent of a state exam which in my opinion, is the most overhyped up examination history. Its this whole craze about that very day(s) when you enter the exam room feeling that sense of accomplishment having made it that far ready to ace or fail whatever they got to throw at ya. Then the moment of truth, you head in to the general purpose room which was terribly turned into a makeshift exam hall since the school sucked that way. As I stood there, the only thing going through my head was the Pokémon theme tune and plans on how to spend my days of summer inside. Then another thought jumps in; "Wait, this is it? Feels like all past Christmas tests I've ever spent in here". And in essence, it basically is, with the only exception (youuu are... the only exception =D) of that retard you never really liked but he's convinced you're his friend sitting right next to you giving you the odd smirk or thumbs up every 5 secs. followed by a heavily skag-accented "ALRI DANO!". After the initial zerg of over-hyping the tests just died, it was smooth sailing. With chilling at the greens outside of school, daring friends to do really stupid shit right before an exam like getting stoned or downing 12 cans of cheap ass energy drinks to see how fucked up one can get while we blow through all of them. Basically; summer kinda shiznits. Then came the beginning of it all. You see, back then, I was this kid who decided to spend the remaining of his free time indoors playing ultimately pointless online games for minor social superiority in his small group of nerdy friends. But I blogged as a release for whatever I thought up of in my weird ass head (shhh, normal's overrated). Through the luck of blog cruising a couple of months prior, I came across this blog; Candyshop Cocaine. Whoever that was, I was enthralled by how one person can turn a mundane(sorry Lucy xD) life into something fairly enjoyable to read. After every post, the thought "Needz moar gurlz laike this in Dublin". You see, the reason why I became anti-social was because of my initial year here of hanging around with someone I thought was a close friend, and he was indeed. Its just that from that experience, I realized that around 70% of the population consisted of skags, which just turned me off entirely, and this mysterious blogger was a really nice breath of fresh air. One fine day, the blogger went along the lines of looking for someone to talk to or whatnot, and I was just like "Kaykay, why the feck not". We did talk a bit, here and there, till she was like "Danny, come to Celbridge!". I'm not one for real life meet ups and shit like that but I never knew she lived that close. I never really bothered with it until I figured the proximity of it. So I jumped at it. Little did I know, she was gonna be my first proper girlfriend in the history of Danville. Those two weeks were pretty good, even though I didn't see her much. I think I might've mentioned her in much earlier posts, so if you're gonna go all Curiousbear, scroll down. Thanks to her, me and 3 of my closest friends had a social life for the entire summer for once in a really long time. Previously, all I wanted was to head back to Singapore, and I bitched and whined on how much I wanted to. Now I look back and was like "Wait what? I said that? Really?". I just can't do it now. Previously, things were going well for me like it did in Singapore, then I had to move here. As bitter as I was, I adapted. Now when things are going good here, they want to send me back there... Its just another case of be-careful-what-you-wish-for's. So when Lucy dumped me, I was obviously pretty down about it. And I (think) kinda pissed her off with my really quick rebound, and to top it all off: with her ex best friend; Fiona. I never did it intentionally, it just seemed to happen like that. So there was that time period where I was trying to get shit right, and kinda failed and got even frustrated and bummed out. Especially that one day where we did talk about it... Then... ... ... Came Niamh =] In the midst of my emo mood, this orange haired girl came up to me and was like "Hey, what's wrong?" and with me in my emo-ish mood, I didn't really wanna talk about it, but there was just something about her that made me feel more comfortable and somewhat safe. So she offered to walk with me to Gala (its basically an European version of 7-Eleven) to talk about it. And by then we got acquainted name-wise. That talk really cheered me up for some reason. Like I said, there's just something about her. She had to go around 15 minutes later unfortunately, and about 2 minutes later I was like "Dang, she was a really cool person, and its gonna be the last time I'm ever gonna hang out with her =/". To my delight, she got my number from Efa later in the evening. With both of us having free texts, we texted like there's no tomorrow. I spent 500 texts in one week clearing my mailbox multiple times xD Reading back, there was kinda sub-conscious flirting going on. I can't flirt, I don't know how to, so it was just kinda there :L And I didn't see her for another week since she was off to Kerry which is like a 4 hour drive away from the main shiz I hang around in. A small bit into the texting craze, I came on the conclusion that I like her. Out of the blue I was like "Hey, when you get back, we should hang out :3" and on that very day, I didn't plan on asking her out either, it was more like to hang out. The good ones are rarely single, and again, there's something about her, just something that kinda spurred me on to ask her out much sooner. My method? While she was playing cards with the peeps, I had a quick discussions with the guys, and came on "You go up to her, bend down and just kiss her". As nervous as I was, the safety of my ass was threatened since Diarmuid's (pronounced Dermot but with a more Irish take to the spelling) ass slap is a force to be reckoned with >.< style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">"Soooo..... Niamh... Would you go out with me?" The answer was a "yes" which just made my day =] Then began Dan and Niamh. Instead of hanging out at the playground doing fuck all, we started doing proper summer stuff. Headed down to the Liffey (a river that runs through Ireland, and conveniently through Celbridge), played round in forests, pelting swans with rocks, then heading to the local diner to grab some food and rest, then out again. And I went all corny-romantica on the whole take. Throw in the kiss in the river, in the rain on a basket swing, watching stars while lying down on top of a picnic table, slow dancing to songs that play on my phone when I forget to lock it on that very picnic table. About a week in, my mom with her incredible snooping abilities, found out I have a girlfriend going by the name of Niamh. I was like "Lovely..." and told Niamh xD She didn't have to tell hers too, but she did anyways. And that went pretty well with that meet the parents bonanza. I was nervous as fuck but it turned out nicely =D We're practically joined at the hip when we do hang out, and her friend Oriana has a plan to surgically seperate us xD Plus, interesting and long phone calls that ride up the bill. I can talk to her about anything it feels so liberating that I didn't feel like blogging, but now I wanna blog because I don't wanna let this crumble. With the whole shiznit going on, something surprising happened: I fell in love. Its not something I take lightly, hell I even have problems saying that to family, let alone her. Yet things just... Came out. It scared the shit outta me, but yet again comforts me. I'm pretty fucking lucky to have her since she's practically the awesomest person I've ever met (both meanings of met hun =p) and I'm glad she's in my life. I love you Niamh xoxoxo i tried to fly; 3:28 AM Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Circumstance circumstance circumstance. Whenever I do take my midnight walks, things have really gone wrong or my mind's in way too much conflict. This time, it really has… With the advent of a whole new group of friends, I suppose unwanted drama goes in hand. I’m not complaining about drama; social lives aren’t really complete without them, but the unwanted ones on the other hand just takes the piss. It doesn’t help either when feelings for someone come into play. Top it off with major confusion and emotional conflict and a cherry of crappy circumstances which completes the patented crappy Sundae that diner seem to think is ‘the shiznit’ even though nobody ever orders it because it basically fails. I’m not saying this summer sucked, not yet at least, and I’d much rather avoid what seems imminent. Perhaps I’m in a pessimistic mood, so thoughts are really biased right now. This summer has to be the best, and probably the worst thing that happened. “Self contradicting” I hear Sherlock? Danny is scared of relationships right now. I don’t really feel like I want to be one. Because in all fairness, at most times, are they worth the risk? In current day, I’ve heard about people ending relationships because they seem to be interested in someone else. I thought the point of it was that you actually like a person for who they are and kinda stick with them? I mean sure, you like someone else during the relationship but I’m pretty sure at any given time, everyone else does. No matter who you’re with, you’re always going to like someone else too. If you say you don’t, its either you’re a liar, or perhaps it’s all in your subconscious. Unfortunately, whenever I do go out with someone, I tend to be the latter. Extra feelings for whoever person may be, just gets redirected into the subconscious. As soon as I’m single, everything kind of just slams into me like a tidal wave. As I walk, I type this on my phone. I seem to have retained my awareness from living in Tallaght, where you got to look out for skags which will either go “Here, gis yer phone” or shank you, or both. Then again, the thought “Oh wait, you live in a posh ass area…” comes to mind, I feel safe. I haven’t really been myself lately, or have had time to think about what’s up with me. That’s why I haven’t really blogged lately. The random musings in my head usually go somewhere, but now there are no random musings at all… Previously, I was a nerd, without much of a life, had a small circle of friends, and didn’t do too well with the ladies (I still don’t). I was actually content with that life up to a certain extent. It was a small yet tight group, we stick through whatever. In simpler terms: Life as a no-life nerd was much easier in the sense that all you had to do is wake up, head online, talk to people that love you unconditionally, kill some shit online, get pissed off at the next noob who couldn’t get a clue, kill more people, hang out in secluded parts of the virtual world with close friends and their in-game alter egos then back to sleep, the cycle continues. I suppose it was luck that out of the blue, paired along with the sudden urge to blog hop any link that I can find on my friends’ blogs that I landed on one that really intrigued me. Reading throughout this person’s posts made me go “Someone like this actually lives in Ireland?” Little did I know, that a month or two later, this person was going to make me one of the happiest people in the world, then the saddest, then back up again in more ways than one. Yes I’m still into you even though there was conflict, bad timing and circumstances; and I apologize for everything. You gave me a life, got me out of my shell and I’m ever so grateful. So here I am, with everything else dropped, all yours. Does what you think is right and tell me whatever direction you choose. I’m gonna go grab breakfast at Dunnes Stores in a bit since its 24 hours and I can’t sleep at all. At this moment, I just need someone that knows me to talk to for opinions. Peeps that read this blog have my msn, hit me up, or call me. Either ways. Help. i tried to fly; 5:01 AM Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Listening to The Gunz's show on Idobi Radio. I'm Just a Kid by Simple Plan started playing which just brought a smile to my face. Before I could say anything else, DJ Gunz just laughed and went "Haha, this is the song that just makes people go 'I've never heard that in a long FUCKING time' and brings a smile to their face" So great, I've met a good bunch of people, and in a very short time span, and during that time, I got closer to the ones I already knew and also know my blog exists. Soooo, MENTION TIMEZ! Nicky: Mr Twin, we're alike in so many ways, especially on the fact that we both overthink like frick, which would and could be the downfall of this friendship. Nevertheless, we still manage to get by. Keep me same moar. Seán: Music taste person. You were practically my guide to Dublin and/or anything Irish related like slang, socializing and shiznits. You guided moi through shiz all these years, and also you've given me a great music taste. Gary: RawrRandomGaryMistress, you're ultimatlely random, but can be a good friend to go to whenever needed. Just quit ruining my moments =p Irwan: I can tell you practically anything, and we confide each other without a problémo. We've known each other for a really long while now, and fingers-crossed that we keep it that way till we're eating stuff through a straw. Keevs: We've known each other for uh... 3 weeks tops? Yet I freakin love you to bits. You look out for me and help peeps regardless of your position, you're caring and I do hope to do the same to you whenever needed. Lucy/Gaia-fag: Another person that keeps me sane. All you did was just tell me "Don't worry, it's gonna be okay" followed by a hug or a kiss melts my worries away and I couldn't care less about anything else. Shiz happened between us, but oh well, like I said, sometime in the future xD Whatever written above was in drafts for a fairly long while. I tried to put off blogging due to recent occurrences in my life, so I might as well do something right now to kinda kill time. I've been up for the past 24 hours, and counting, and I'm about to meet up with Fiona and Lowa within the next 4 hours. Know those moments when you're in dire need of sleep, that you're willing to blow off almost anything just to get that bit of shut eye? Its just those moments of bliss where you're kinda in that limbo between a conscious and unconscious state. And me personally, when I'm in that state, I tend to not have a guard up at all, where anyone can ask me the most personal questions and I couldn't care in the world what the answer was. You're kinda hoping you did now didn't you =p Yeah well its moments like these where I'm really hoping I can. But hey! Life's too short, so is this summer, and its getting shorter by the minute, so why waste what precious time we have left right? So minor update to Danny's love life; I'm single now. I'm not too bummed out about it, but I won't deny it. I won't go into it, but bottom line, I still like the person, but there was just no chemistry there, which I unfortunately admit to. Oh well, shit happens right? At this very moment, my brain's shutting down, its practically screaming "No, fuck off, quit bothering me for articulate shit to write about and get some fucking rest..." which I now will gladly give in to and publish for the sake of publishing it. i tried to fly; 6:00 PM Taking Back Sunday - Cute Without The 'E' Its been a while since I've perhaps had a moment of clarity like this very moment which induces a minor hunger to blog. BLOG OR DIE KAI KAI After a really long while, my social life basically took off. I've got new awesome friends, and an equally, if not more awesome girlfriend out of it. Goodbye to the summers of either being abroad somewhere with much more awesome weather or just staying inside playing pointless online games with fellow nerds and nerdettes from all over the world. I'm currently on a hiatus from being outgoing and just being Danny in general which I chose to spend by wasting countless hours online talking to other people from Singapore and my peeps here in Ireland. Either ways, I'm still talking verbally, and I want a lil' 'me' time since I've just been way frustrated with myself lately. To be honest, I just blame the lack of music that gets pumped through my head these past few weeks. Being a self-confessed music junkie, I practically live off it. Its the music (or lack there-of) that's my inspiration for everything I do or say and why I do or say it. And when I lack it, I tend to overthink - - a lot. In a sense, me overthinking, its a curse, but can also be viewed as a blessing since overthinking stuff makes you notice shit that people with a somewhat 'normal' train of thought can't. Its kinda like putting 2 and 2 together but at a much bigger scale. I just wanna apologize to anyone that found me much of a snooze-fest conversation-wise seeing as I'm just not too well right now. Why? Well, on the very day I started going out with Lucy, Big Kahuna decided to pull a fast one on me yet again by deciding that I'm going back to Singapore within a few weeks. At that very moment, I just felt like a total dickwad towards Lucy, and a tinge of regret with the words 'Be careful what you wish for' etched at the back of my head. Sure, perhaps a month or two ago, when I didn't have that many awesome friends, nor have I found a girl that would show a slight interest in me, I would've went "Sure why not?! Let's get packing!". I guess things change... I was pretty moody the next few weeks, and I didn't feel like telling anyone about it since I don't wanna make the day feel like a bummer for anyone else, so I just gave the old 'smile 'n' chuckle' followed by a "Nahh, I'm fine =D". I'm sorry to have kept this from some of you guys when you asked, but I do hope you understand. After constant debate with the parentals, I've managed to convince them to let me stay. It comes at a price of minor struggle and hard work. WORTH IT. To be honest, I just wanna thank the people that kept me sane during the whole shiz and just being there for me. Either ways, Sweet Child of Mine playing. Gonna wrap this up due to my lost of interest in the blog post now. Mentions in another some time soon! They're screaming all around the world That the Geek's got the girl... - Bowling For Soup i tried to fly; 5:19 PM Thursday, July 16, 2009
Heyylooo there she-peeps and gentlepeeps alike! I know its been a VERY long while since I last updated, and like I said in the previous post, I've got nothing muchos to complain about, and too many things to write about that I just go "Meh, too lazy..." Just a minor update to my life: Dan's got a girlfriend! So he's off the market (not that there is a market for me anyways). Why am I ecstatic about it? Why shouldn't I? You see, this girl ain't one of those random cuties you see on the street. Anyone that does/did read my blog (please find something better to do xD) will recall musings of me whining about the skags (or chavs for future refference) that are everywhere and the ones that are not skags and are pretty nice, are just way outta my league. Screw that, I landed one that's just waaaay outta my league, great music taste (apart from Metro Station), an awesome personality, a great writer, and to top it off: She's HOT. I'm just thankful towards my curiosity when it comes to blog hopping and clicking on that link on Naddie's blog which is practically how I found out girls like her existed, and things went from there. Bottom line: I'm lucky :3 Her scent rubbed off on me way too much, and I'm not complaining here, but mom was since she got a whiff of it xD In other news, watched Harry Potter yesterday, which was also practically my first ever date, and I almost believe everyone watched it on the release day, and to be honest, it wasn't THAT awesome, apart from the things that happened while watching the movie ;) It just doesn't feel right since it lacks the awesome 'pewpew' of wands and epilepsy-fit-causing light flying around the screen due to the spells ricocheting off walls. Now its more of Dan Brown-ish take to it. I suppose that's gonna occur in the last two installments which I hope I'm gonna be here long enough to watch. Danny might be leaving Ireland soon, but I just don't since there's just too much to lose. i tried to fly; 6:53 AM Thursday, July 02, 2009
Rawr! Heyy guys :3 I apologize for the lack of mah blogging recently. Since its the summer, there's just one too many things happening for me to keep up with writing about. So a minor heads up, I won't be bothered to blog as much. I've got nothing to complain about too. Well up to a certain point, but still! So I decided to hang with the chickas at Liffey Valley for a bit of a chillout. Y'know; Starbucks, a movie, McDonalds and stuff like that. Little did I know of the berry very evil plans they had in store for me >.< As you can see, I wasn't too pleased >.< ![]() Or till Lucy was all "OMFGG! ITS DANNYYYY! O.O" *takes picture* >.> ![]() She had half her snakebites on. The other half was given to me for the mean time since she just shoved em onto my lips >.< id="gwProxy" type="hidden"> i tried to fly; 6:21 PM Tuesday, June 30, 2009
I'm white, nooooes ![]() See Cat, told ya. Now time to get hammered with Jake. And I think this kid just gave me the middle finger... What is he 3 foot 4? i tried to fly; 8:23 AM Saturday, June 27, 2009
After the previous post, guess who came on?! CATTT Aaand, she be drinkin... :3 Shoryuken Shah shesbuyingmeafrappe : D says: *katrina *beautiful name *katrina's my teacher's name *: ) [Dannysaurus] says: *LOOL Cat (= - Garden Tewl. says: *You leik your teacher.. *Nice... ------------------------------------------------------ Cat (= - Garden Tewl. says: *So shah where you live? *son. `Shoryuken Shah shesbuyingmeafrappe : D says: *is that suppose to make me go wtf? *i live in mars with a cricket called bobo Cat (= - Garden Tewl. says: *Eh? *Sexxxy. *I live in scotland with a cow called Morrine. *And I eat haggis yo. --------------------------------------------------------------------- Cat (= - Garden Tewl. says: *Waiiit *Guy with red. *whats yo name? `Shoryuken Shah shesbuyingmeafrappe : D says: *my name *is shah Cat (= - Garden Tewl. says: *Shah *Sexy name! `Shoryuken Shah shesbuyingmeafrappe : D says: *i am sexty Cat (= - Garden Tewl. says: *That's pretty awesome. `Shoryuken Shah shesbuyingmeafrappe : D says: **sexy Cat (= - Garden Tewl. says: *No you're not. ------------------------------------------------- [Dannysaurus] says: *Megan Fox vs Christina Aguilera Cat (= - Garden Tewl. says: *Christina. *Has aids. ----------------------------------------- Shoryuken Shah shesbuyingmeafrappe : D says: *she got the same b'day as me!! *we are clones of each other in a different time *: D *right dan? [Dannysaurus] says: *Totally, she soooo has a penis -------------------------------------------------- Cat (= - Garden Tewl. says: *Me and dan has same birthday *we are clone of each other in a different time `Shoryuken Shah shesbuyingmeafrappe : D says: *march 24? Cat (= - Garden Tewl. says: *Yes. *Its a sexy day *xD `Shoryuken Shah shesbuyingmeafrappe : D says: *niecceee *december 18 is a lusty seductive day [Dannysaurus] says: *Where's my pussy?! ---------------------------------------------------------- `Shoryuken Shah shesbuyingmeafrappe : D says: *cause i'll seduce girls in my party *jyeahhh Cat (= - Garden Tewl. says: *inbetween your legs? *Seduce *Loool [Dannysaurus] says: *No has QQ Cat (= - Garden Tewl. says: *Slipping pills aint flirting *yo. ----------------------------------------------------------- [Dannysaurus] says: *dia dah mabuk xD [She's drunk] Cat (= - Garden Tewl. says: *Daan *haii [Dannysaurus] says: *CAAAAT `Shoryuken Shah shesbuyingmeafrappe : D says: *sial r 2 psl [Lol figures...] [Dannysaurus] says: *HAII *CAT *I WUFF YUUU Cat (= - Garden Tewl. says: *OKAY *SEXY *Eww *Okay sobering up. [Dannysaurus] says: *Yep, tengok lah, mabuk tu [See, told ya she's drunk] `Shoryuken Shah shesbuyingmeafrappe : D says: *hha sial ah [Lol wtf >.<] *kk aku nyer turn try [Right, my turn] [Dannysaurus] says: *Soberrr up Cat (= - Garden Tewl. says: *>.> `Shoryuken Shah shesbuyingmeafrappe : D says: *pakai i wuff you bende *oi cat Cat (= - Garden Tewl. says: *wttff `Shoryuken Shah shesbuyingmeafrappe : D says: *II WUUFF YAAA Cat (= - Garden Tewl. says: *yousaying *Eww *No. *Fuck off and die plox. *<3. _l_ =",=" id="gwProxy" type="hidden"> --------------------------------------------------------------- [Dannysaurus] says: *>.> *-dies- Cat (= - Garden Tewl. says: *Get a fucking gf. [Dannysaurus] says: *Nigga its asia *Hard shit >.< `Shoryuken Shah shesbuyingmeafrappe : D says: *i cant afford this year due to O levels [Dannysaurus] says: *LOOOOL `Shoryuken Shah shesbuyingmeafrappe : D says: *after november Cat (= - Garden Tewl. says: *You can afford a gf.. [Dannysaurus] says: *That sounds wrong xD Cat (= - Garden Tewl. says: *thats called a hooker. -------------------------------------------------------- Cat (= - Garden Tewl. says: *LOVE YOU LONG TIME `Shoryuken Shah shesbuyingmeafrappe : D says: *srry fer sayin yr trippin : ( Cat (= - Garden Tewl. says: *Oops wrong person. [Dannysaurus] says: *LOOOOOL --------------------------------------------------------- [Dannysaurus] says: *Cat's secretly a Vietnamese hooker :3 Cat (= - Garden Tewl. says: *Totally. [Dannysaurus] says: *They literally talk like that Cat (= - Garden Tewl. says: *$50 or gtfo --------------------------------------------------------------- Cat (= - Garden Tewl. says: *DAN `Shoryuken Shah shesbuyingmeafrappe : D says: *whoa [Dannysaurus] says: *CAT `Shoryuken Shah shesbuyingmeafrappe : D says: *HOOKER Cat (= - Garden Tewl. says: *I LOVE YOU LONGTIME `Shoryuken Shah shesbuyingmeafrappe : D says: *dude Cat (= - Garden Tewl. says: *KK [Dannysaurus] says: *I KNOW --------------------------------------------------------------- Cat (= - Garden Tewl. says: *Me and shah are best frands. *k ---------------------------------------------------------- Cat (= - Garden Tewl. says: *k shah *i love that *im just like saying "shah Cat (= - Garden Tewl. says: *over and over again [Dannysaurus] says: *Yeah, Cat be saying his name over and over again :3 Cat (= - Garden Tewl. says: *Shush Shoryuken Shah shesbuyingmeafrappe : D says: *cos im sexy Cat (= - Garden Tewl. says: *Not like that. *No. Shoryuken Shah shesbuyingmeafrappe : D says: *iam * sexy *i rr rr the sex Cat (= - Garden Tewl. says: *NNo you're not. *)= Shoryuken Shah shesbuyingmeafrappe : D says: *aww u havent seen me yet. *cos if you do *u will not take your eyes away frm meh *: ) Cat (= - Garden Tewl. says: *... *I doubt that. [Dannysaurus] says: *LOOOL Cat (= - Garden Tewl. says: *unless you're like... *Ehhhh *Hmmm *Rob Pattinson. *K eww I sound like a fucking fan girl **shoots self* i tried to fly; 1:44 PM Rawrrr Oh lookie! You made it through the Meatspin trap! Mmmh, well some brahs be bitchin bout me, about how "gay" the shit I write is, well, why the hell you reading it then? Orr, it could be, you're just too emotionally fucked up or insecure to actually share how you would feel in words. So there's whatever Meatspin is. Tbh, I've never been Meatspinned, its just something I was told to put as a redirection for them fags, I'm curious, but the reaction I've seen was horrible, so, not happening :3 Apologies for leaving this blog dead as I've been heading out more, so I just snap shit from my phone and chuck em here so that you can have a gist of what I'm up to: Just meeting new people, chilling with them, getting to know them. Well, its a pre-requisite I have to fill in my to-do list before I leave Ireland since it might be either much earlier or later. You know how you ladies say we guys are more confusing exclusive relationship-wise? Girl, you have no fucking idea how much you overestimate us. We're actually simple, yet complicated beings. How boutchu guys huuuh? You're muchos more confusing than we can ever get. Its; mixed signals, thrown in with hormones, and everything nice with Chemical "Bitch" as a topper. I'm not saying all of the above comes out during the moment of truth. Y'all can be nice when you are, soft and cuddly too. Think of it as a bunny with a GLOCK tucked somewhere in its fur ready to shoot you in the ass as soon as you bend over. A GlOCK's reliable, easy to use, and can perform under extreme circumstances. Basically, you're a walking trump card equipped with everything that's anything to obliterate the opposite sex. And when under pressure from the opposite sex, you just use emotional warfare: The one thing we all dread. Thus the "perform under extreme circumstances" part. You can make us feel like total dicks when we have done nothing wrong, confuse us to oblivion, then be all nice to us later on. Its like sleeping with ear-plugs through a tornado. The big swirley thing obliterates everything around you while you sleep soundly. Then wake up sleeping on what's left on your bed thinking "THE FUCK WENT ON HERE?!". The damage was done, but you don't really realise it till it hits you square in the noggin saying "Hey wake up and smell the Starbucks dickwad!". Then sure, its over, you rebuild shit, waiting for the next disaster to hit as you sit in a corner in foetal position rocking back and forth muttering "There's no place like home..." over and over. Then it gets to the point where you go "Know what? Fuck this..." and move to another almost disaster-free "state"(analogy for a new girl). Why "almost"? Because in all fairness, no relationship is perfect, there's always ups and downs, but if you can grit your teeth and pull through and willing to stay for it, that's what you're looking for. The reason for this rant? I don't need one! But I'll give it anyways; Dannysaurus is in like with someone. Not love no, love is a bit too strong, and I'm not getting there anytime soon, but I'd be thankful if I do. Either ways, Dannysaurus is in like, a very strong like, and he just doesn't know what the frick to do, because this girl is just something else. Not those randoms cuties you see on the street. So Dannysaurus is confused as he thinks she might like him, but more as a friend instead of something else, but other people say otherwise. What if Dannysaurus does something that will insinuate that Dannysaurus likes her and she doesn't feel the same way? There goes a friendship with an amazing girl. Dannysaurus wants summer love, so he'll see where it goes. Wish Dannysaurus luck! Peace guys :3 i tried to fly; 11:28 AM |